on and on....

Although, I thank God for MANY, MANY, things, I always wait for one day when.... I have money, or one day when.... I have more time, or one day when... the weather is better. What I'm trying to say is, that I'm always waiting for true happiness. Don't get me wrong, I am in general a very happy, optimistic person. I love my son, my family, my friends, pets, etc., but I know that "something's gotta give", you know? I feel that I'm constantly waiting for my life to take a positive change. Money wise, I have a good job, thank God, pays the bills, but I want to be able to STOP living paycheck by paycheck. I love my partner, but I'm always wishing that he grows up and appreciates Adrian and me more.... things like that. I feel myself getting older and that scares me, my YOUNG days are flying by and I don't find myself really enjoying them. The worse part of all this is that I don't know what to do about it....For now, I enjoy what I have as much as possible, including my boy, although sometimes I wish I spent more "quality" time with him...